News from my life.

So the universe has deiced to give me a loud, and clear "fuck you, shithead!" which is rather rude of it. Isn't it? Anyways, it has forced me to question everything, which is a lot to take in at once. Can you imagin everything you took for a fact, fiction, or you were unsure about crammed into your head? All at once?

It hurts. Thank god I don't have any more friends, or just in general know anyone else, because it is highly likely that my head would explode. Well, that might be a dirty lie, since with these explosive thoughts, I have somewhat adopted a new attitude which, oddly enough is very laid back, and clam. Not as in I have calmed down, but my mind has. I will think of all these thoughts that are messy, sticky, or gooey, and I just kinda shrug and give it an "I can't fix it so I might as well roll with it" actions. The oddest thing is, when I can change it, I do. It's so weird. So really, my head would just cave in on itself, which could be equally ugly. Becouse who really wants to see my mushed brain mixed with skull chunks, the gut-sy remains of my eyes, and an obscene amount of brown hair?

I guess I don't mind this as much as the annoyingly optimistic out like that is clinging to me like a plague of sorts. I used to be the most upbeat pessimistic person in existence. I would tell you a horrible out come of something, yet make it sound chipper. It was a gift! I want it back!!

Anyways, it is physically impossible for me to get a job, so I am pepetually broke.
Chemistry is harder then shit. I guess it wouldn't be that bad, but I learn by someone doing a couple example problems, but my teacher doesn't believe in that. Also, he has serve ADD, so we talk about multiple things at once.

Also, I have recentlly read the most amazing line ever. I didn't finish the blog. I didn't even scan it. But I will go back and read it later. Here's the line:
"I have a strange urge to read about gay guys and eat cupcakes. ... must be that time of the month."
It's from
http://lettuce96.blogspot.com/

Well, my feet are cold, so I'm going to go try to slip into sleep. Wish me luck. 

Oh, and I promise one day I'll post my 369 writing. Its just an intimating blob right now, since I didn't really date much of them. awesome right?

Creeper be creepin

So, sistting here in class is rather dull. There is nothing to do, and this guy Shelby is being is creepy as shit. Thanks Shelby. Question.... What band should I download? I need new music.....

Crush .3

This person....
Bill Kaulitz

Is a beast of a man.



He has a twin, who is also quiet attractive. He hails from Germany. He once had hair of epic proportions. He has (unknown to him) been undressed many a time in someone's mind.

less then three

I love thrift stores.
With a passion.
<3