Dreading Activities

So, I have rather shocking news.

I'm going to become socially active in school activities. Crazy right? (More like terrifying and sicking to me.)

So, the thought behind it is, I need stuff to go on scholarship forms and collage applications, so I have to seem smart. So, I am joining the Literary Club, and possibly the Academic Decathlon. (My friend wants me to join GSA, which I wouldn't mind, but I don't want to use that specific club just for an application. That seems bitchy, and morally wrong. I'm being a hypocrite, aren't I?)

In all honesty, I would have most likely joined the Literary club anyways, since it's new. Hopefully this is the club I think it is, otherwise I have no idea in hell what I am getting myself into. If it is what I think, I will be aiming for editor, so it's not just sickeningly happy stories, but we will see.

I guess since I'm not popular, or athletic, I'm stuck in the "nerdy" clubs. Only problem is, I'm not that smart.

Wish me luck?