This is a Blog. Exciting Right?

So, I have not blogged in a while, and I feel kind of lame because of it. The sad fact is even though I am still equally bored, and living out an equally dull life, I just haven't been thinking. Maybe it is because it is summer, and I have so many more brain numbing activities readily available, that does not involve me slipping into my own mind. It could also be because instead of sitting, and typing out useless words in till they some how magically turn into an argument/rant/my inner thoughts, I have just not even bothered to really be online. Sadly, instead of seeing a blank page, and getting excited like I usually do, I have seen it as a daunting task that I don't want to bother with. What is happening to me?

My existence has been more... animated though. Disappointingly it is not in anyway that I wish to dwell on. Here is a quick summary : Worrying over my uncle, and raw, burning rage toward my brother. My brother is the only person I know who can turn Six Flags (it's an amusement park) into a hellish place, that makes me long for having a Spanish class instead.

Happy news! Since I went to Six Flags, and gave up my weekend to go and do the "family" event, and then only one (the one I can't stand to be around) could actually go, (he promptly turned it into misery) and season passes only cost 5 dollars more, I get to go back on Wednesday with my Taylor!

On to other news.... I feel kind of irresponsible now. Here I was throwing around names like they are nothing, and Lizzie actually makes sure it's ok if she uses them in her blog. I guess that is a hazard of knowing me? But I will not say anything online that I won't say in person. I hate people who have balls of steel online, but the second you see them in person they turn into timid Timmy. Way to false advertise you cowardly, lying asshole. I do have to admit I don't always sound exactly like I do in my blogs, but that is because I can check them over again and again to make sure my meaning is clear. Hopefully that is more understandable. (that's not what I mean by not being able to say the same thing online and in real life... I do/can still say it, it just comes out less eloquently sometimes.)

Also, I do tend to keep things general, so if i can't tell just about anyone, I won't post it. (There are only two people I can say for sure I wouldn't tell this stuff to. Then again, this is so far from what they are thinking of me, I almost feel guilty. All well.)

So, tomorrow my Taylor will spend the night! I'm stoked. It has only been 3 days, and it already seems like forever. I guess that's what you get when your used to talking to one person at least once a day. I just realized that I have been referring to TayLor as my TayLor. I'm not sure why I have been. I don't verbally, or even in my thoughts. I guess that will just be another mystery to the world.